Grrr....someone pissed in my cheerios again

Right now, I'm being an ungrateful person. I've been up since 4:45am, thanks to the little man. Seriously, does this boy think his day needs to start at 5:00am? I tried to get him to go back to sleep, but no such luck for mommy. It really put me in a bad mood. I didn't get my 10 minutes of quiet time to recharge and relax.

There are other moms who have it much worse - baby waking up multiple times a night and then having to take care of the baby alone, no extra help at all. Little man sleeps from 7:30pm to 5:00am (maybe 5:30am) each day, without waking up at all. So, what I need to do is go to bed earlier or try my best to keep him up later. The thing is, when we do manage to keep him up until 8:00pm, he wakes up at the same time. I love my son, but he really wears my patience thin sometimes.

Work is going pretty well. We're working on some projects that are slow going. Getting other people to get their shit done and put their problems aside for the greater good is a pain in the ass! What some people fail to realize is that we are not trying to step on your toes or take anything over. We are trying to make things run smoothly. What really matters is patient care, not who does it or how it's done.

I'm feeling better already, just getting my frustrations out. I hope this funk goes away because it's just not fun. I need to pull my head out of my ass and think of the good things I have: wonderful husband, healthy (and cute) baby boy, good job, and a roof over my head.